You search for words like a forager
in unfamiliar woods. Kick aside the strings
of apologies like suspect fungi, too risky
even for a taste. Seize upon the dark
green Lambsquarter, chew past
its mealy wetness for the hardest part,
not the stem but that indicting pronoun
I, hot on the tongue, palpating the heart as
you head for the high ground already
pounded into a worn trail. Leaves flutter
down from the canopy breezes as sentences
erase themselves into foggy strands of
silence. You have vanished again, together
with everything I wanted to say, trapped
by the spines of blackberries, bruised, stained.