She grew almost jealous at the ease
with which his fingers danced across
ivory keys flitting onto flats and sharps
sliding through octaves with music
written once but now only in his head
and heart, traveling through his arms
into those hands to fly like brown birds
spiraling endlessly down the sky
She listened to his records late at night
as she cut through the countryside
half-watching for the yellow eyes of deer
ready to leap onto rain spattered highways
cranked the volume until his melodies
consumed her, traveled through the steering
column into her own hands, up her arms,
into her head, her heart, puzzled how
she, too, could play with passion but needed
in these later years a score from which to draw
music from those taut wires, red felted hammers,
still believed the long-held superstition that
jealousy kills your own music, so tries to content
herself with borrowings even as she thrills
to his runs blurring into silver rain, lets herself be
here where no one can see, just a little jealous.