Fifteen Years Later

I let a sweater go

a pair of shorts, your denim dress


try to be okay

with this business of moving on


stuff them deep

into the double Kraft from the Hy-Vee


remember the bed piled

with what we pulled from the closet


how we dusted off

mouse scat where they scampered


across your hangers

packed so tightly they raced them


like tiny Everests

and how you would’ve laughed it off


as being unimportant

in the larger scheme of things


which for you was people

what you were all about those words


like steadfast and loyal

carved into your swollen face


as I sat beside your bed

when you no longer knew I was there


that afghan I crocheted

getting longer row after row marking


our time together

gold on black woven into our tapestry


enough when words

of little consequence between us failed.