I let a sweater go
a pair of shorts, your denim dress
try to be okay
with this business of moving on
stuff them deep
into the double Kraft from the Hy-Vee
remember the bed piled
with what we pulled from the closet
how we dusted off
mouse scat where they scampered
across your hangers
packed so tightly they raced them
like tiny Everests
and how you would’ve laughed it off
as being unimportant
in the larger scheme of things
which for you was people
what you were all about those words
like steadfast and loyal
carved into your swollen face
as I sat beside your bed
when you no longer knew I was there
that afghan I crocheted
getting longer row after row marking
our time together
gold on black woven into our tapestry
enough when words
of little consequence between us failed.